Without You (Two Months Past)

And the nights are far too quiet
Without your voice on the phone
And every hour that passes
I feel a little more alone
And I want you to come back
More than even I could know
And the only thought left in my head
Is why did you have to go?

I miss you and all those late night talks
Even after time has passed
I just want you back
In my life giving me a purpose
’cause right now

Without you
I don’t look forward to tomorrow
Like I used to
’cause the world seems so cold
I wish for one more night with you
So I could say all those things
I never made a point to say
But the time has passed
For me to let you know
How you made me who I am
And now here I stand without you
And I don’t know where to go

You always said I was your hero
Made sure I knew what I meant to you
But what you never knew
was I could be so strong because of you
Even in my darkest night
For you I never gave up the fight
’cause of you I struggled for what was right
Even though inside I slowly died

You may not understand
What you did for me
But believe when I say
I became what I am
Because you needed me but

I didn’t raise myself above the past
Because I wanted to
I did it for the other souls
Who had it left to lose
I watched you cry
And knew that I
Loved you too much
To let your spirit die

I found my reason for living
When you reached for my hand
And I knew neither of us
Could ever be the same again
And now

I don’t know if you can hear me
Or if I’m wasting my breath
But I need to tell you what I’m dying
To get off my chest
You are my strength
You are my drive
You are everything
That makes me great

Two months past
And I still need you so bad
Two months past
I don’t remember life before sad
Where do I go when