Months have gone by
A blur of time 
And while wounds may heal 
Those raw emotions remain 
All the same 
As the night I learned 
Nothing would ever be the same 
The words spoken that night 
Are fading away 
Lost in the divide 
Between what was once 
Best friends forever 
But fate had plans 
No one could foresee 
And in the blink of an eye 
You were taken away from me 

And I miss you 
And don’t know why it’s so damn hard 
For me to say goodbye 
I’ve lost you to the eternal 
Without knowing when I’ll be allowed 
To see you again

While the pain of loss 
Clings still close I open up to speak 
But words again fail to free me 
From missing you with 
Every breath I take 
Every day I wake 
Every moment I live I wish with my all 
For one more heartbeat to say 
You meant so much more 
Than I could possibly explain 
Mere words fail me 
My voice falls to a hush 
Nothing escapes from 
Within my heart 

And I miss you 
And don’t know why it’s so damn hard 
For me to say goodbye 
I’ve lost you to the eternal 
Without knowing when I’ll be allowed 
To see you again

Nothing feels real 
Like the shallowness of dreams 
As I move through a life 
I never expected to see 
You’re gone from here 
And I don’t know where to turn 
I stare at the phone praying you’ll call 
And these past months 
Can be erased 
I miss your smile 
The sound of your voice 
The way your eyes sparkled 
When you hit the right cord 
The memories are all that remain 
Of a friendship 
I’ll never forget or have again 

And I miss you 
And don’t know why it’s so damn hard 
For me to say goodbye
 
I’ve lost you to the eternal 
Without knowing when I’ll be allowed 
To see you again


Every day I remember 
How truly blessed I was 
To know someone so pure 
And giving of their love 
I will never forget you 
I couldn’t even try 
You will remain with me always 
What I feel will never die
I only wish I could hold you 
One more time 
Look into your eyes 
And take the time 
To tell you all this 
And finally cry 
As I say goodbye 
Before you leave 
For the last time 

And I miss you 
And don’t know why it’s so damn hard 
For me to say goodbye 
I’ve lost you to the eternal 
Without knowing when I’ll be allowed 
To see you again

So with these simple words
I try in vain 
To vocalize 
How much I love you
I know one day 
I will see you again 
But until then 
You will remain
A most treasured and special memory

Will is an author and artist and producer (it’s only one indie short film but it’s on IMDB.com so it totes counts!) and founder of fetchentertainment.com and pain in the ass. He rather opinionated and has no problem sharing his thoughts on a variety of topics from the freakshow that was Election 2016 (how tf did Trump freaking win!?) to the importance of matching that belt to those shoes. He adores penguins and has a maniacal plan to use an army of them to take over the world and crown himself Emperor of All That Is (though he’d be happy with the Winter Russian Palace in what he would rename Mine!-Mine!-Mine!) but until then enjoys hiding away in his apartment and writing all sorts of tales that would worry that cokehead Sigmund Freud (really, we should believe he snorted for science!?) and drawing pictures of his creations.

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